jammns

Written before GBM diagnosis, around 2007

Can I take it with me?
Can I hold on for my whole life?
My love is just memory and my heart is cold ice

A burning, eternal love for you I am
An aching in me like a painful tooth
Rolling in a thick, thick pile of leaves
and trying to hug the little kids that are laughing and playing
and trying to spend the last little bit of their lives on Earth as happy as possible
and not being concerned about the mystery that they don’t even understand

Trying to unravel the mystery that I don’t even understand
Dare I begin the dangerous game of staring into your eyes
Get, then, caught in the love you bring and all the smiles

Only a few more things I Kim-Possibly say : I challenge myself to more bravery
This is the true face of courage

POST POEM:

DON’T BE DUMBERFUL
Wellness and wonderment is under review
Befuddled and confused as I allude to the elusive delusion – OF YOU
Get your shit together, Mister
WoMXN or woman
or 2?

Sammy boy don’t you know who you are?
Is your nature natural?
Are you playing at God?