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  • Towards “RETURN TO WORK” goal : there have been two moments of REVELATION in my recent journey with GBM (**) in 2023. Oddly, the first was not January 5 : My first brain seizure day, nor January 11 : the brain surgery.No, the first was while SCHEDULING the radiation + chemotherapy treatments on 2/10/23… I

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  • FaceBook Post from Feb 28, 2023 @ 7a Pacfic As month 2 with GBM (my brain cancer) winds down, it is evident my body has recovered from the corticosteroid I was taking… yesterday (including last night) I was asleep about 65% of the day! it’s bittersweet, though, since the 5-hour nights also came with anti-inflammatory

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  • Armorilliaey?

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  • Re-up

    New Year Resolutions? Nah. My gagline is that I’m keeping a resolution made back in 2002… Never make them! However, it may be a result of modern-day finance that changes my mind… the “automatic annual renewal charge”! It makes me wonder if I’m getting any value from the previous choices I made to click YES:

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  • Italy

    The people, the places, the history, the food! The people: Our Tour Group, Our Guides. The citizens. The pickpockets on the train. The ancient the ancient gladiators and their current-day recreators. The places: Nightly Inn at 3 blocks from Colosseum. Both of the St. Peter locations. Ostia. The lunch stop that made me use the

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  • We who have run for our very lives to God have every reason to grab the promised hope with both hands and never let go. It’s an unbreakable spiritual lifeline, reaching past all appearances right to the very presence of God where Jesus, running on ahead of us, has taken up his permanent post as

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  • Jragon fly in my room

    Am I just the user of delightful illusions? concerned for the news of the lives that are losing the life of THEIR choosing? Can’t they get deluded, like me? JAN 2013 AGE 42Above all the shades of colorful changes in Life <or passage of time> Of all the ways that bodies can phaseOf all the naked refrains I

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  • Myriad magic inspiring mindsmillions amassing in this tragic comedyour coalescing coincidences  creep   creep     creeping cordially Our similarities breeds togethernessour seperatenesses define the collective We luxuriate in the bittersweet back and forth of our closely held opinionsopening not to be only altered unequivocally until inspiration effortlessly EXPANDSagain and now and then again The wax and wane of my

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  • Written before GBM diagnosis, around 2007 Can I take it with me?Can I hold on for my whole life?My love is just memory and my heart is cold ice A burning, eternal love for you I am An aching in me like a painful toothRolling in a thick, thick pile of leaves and trying to

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  • (10/27/2003) I hear them clearly ringing out. There! Amidst the punctuated pauses and exclamatory phrases – between things spoken and heard and things written and still others read – they exist! Subtextual often yet substantial all the same; evoking tactile sensation some of them do. Duely and true if your comprehension is clear. When words

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  • Merry MisMas

    impossibly therapeutic momentous instances of glorious grief of generous joy The dirks and daggersof dastardly and dramatic cancer – a cancer underscoring this overtly melodic overture –called LIFE slicing and digging into fleshy tuna?Is this some sort of invitation to a sushi lunch? How strange, my deranged brain! Stained, as it is, with painful dreams of the

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  • 📸 Look at this post on Facebook https://www.facebook.com/share/5JPop7LX7MsHi8Um/?mibextid=o3JX1P

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