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Making Me Great Again

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  • Towards “RETURN TO WORK” goal : there have been two moments of REVELATION in my recent journey with GBM (**) in 2023. Oddly, the first was not January 5 : My first brain seizure day, nor January 11 : the brain surgery.No, the first was while SCHEDULING the radiation + chemotherapy treatments on 2/10/23… I

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  • FaceBook Post from Feb 28, 2023 @ 7a Pacfic As month 2 with GBM (my brain cancer) winds down, it is evident my body has recovered from the corticosteroid I was taking… yesterday (including last night) I was asleep about 65% of the day! it’s bittersweet, though, since the 5-hour nights also came with anti-inflammatory

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  • Sick days suck

    the past few days I’ve taken my “yearly cold” seems like once every 280 to 320 days I get a big one that lays me out. They used to come later in the year, like Novber/Decber but the last couple, and I think even 2013 (actually got it twice that year) I have had mid-year

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  • Small emotions

    Sometimes the little pearls of feelings burst open swelling up your heart and filling a body with sensational vibrations – those waves of warmth than can cause the skin to bristle!  Then other times it’s like “yah, so what?” 

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  • tough love

    “Toughen up, BOy” I heard him say “There’s more to being a man Than learnin’ how to fight and drink and hating your old man” And with that he turned away And left us in the cold, funny how I never understood until I myself git old.

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  • Day?

    Where has all the momentum gone? I don’t even feel bad about slacking… Maybe this deal isn’t for me afterall…

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  • Slacker

    though I continue to read “Sin and Syntax” – a cool crammed book I really like – I haven’t even thought about posting a writing entry since the last one, maybe three or four days back!  Forgive myself? Of course, what else to do?  Start it up again? I dunno…. Maybe I should start from

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  • perhaps not as difficult as once-  Thumbs not cramping up Auto-complete a step ahead  Each letter better and better Really I wanna say This life has a funny way In it’s  glory and it’s ugly  Of topsy-turvying people

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  • Comcast Internet

    not very smooth – prevented entry yesterday ; rather this entry wasn’t as important as playing “settlers of Catan” with kids 

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  • Kiss Me

    Kiss me one time Kiss me two time Kiss me   The rest of your life    Oh yeah Milky twilight Barley fields I’m wearing that hat You carry your heels    Oh yeah All I need is your love I believe it is enough Come tomorrow Kiss me Moonlight sparkling All around We’re dancing

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  • Outside

    everything she says i make into a song  I gottA kill a spider, it’s really gonna bite her  now here it comes descending , I really gotta kill  it tonight 

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  • Title goes here

    Page​ Beige is just old pink

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