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Towards “RETURN TO WORK” goal : there have been two moments of REVELATION in my recent journey with GBM (**) in 2023. Oddly, the first was not January 5 : My first brain seizure day, nor January 11 : the brain surgery.No, the first was while SCHEDULING the radiation + chemotherapy treatments on 2/10/23… I
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FaceBook Post from Feb 28, 2023 @ 7a Pacfic As month 2 with GBM (my brain cancer) winds down, it is evident my body has recovered from the corticosteroid I was taking… yesterday (including last night) I was asleep about 65% of the day! it’s bittersweet, though, since the 5-hour nights also came with anti-inflammatory
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/Really wanna see? https://jammns.blog/2023/03/02/images-from-the-illudium-q-36-brain-radiator-some-random-brain-as-far-as-i-lie/ Not as bad as I’m making out. . .
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Kathleen, Sorry : Autumn hards Leave house for daily shoal Believe in FOREVERNESS The weather of our lives together, freshness Autumn handsLeaving house for daily school Believe in FORGETFULNESS — the weather of our lives Together Forever.
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How, how Hollywood …how is it you know what is in my head? Paranoia says you’ve placed it there and left for dead some “cellular?” semblance of control that I maybe ever had. I can’t say anymore that my will is my own as I gaze into the screens that you’ve painted with digital reflex-tions
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On the 8:15a commuter train to City Center the man leans his head over laying it gentle as a landing leaf on the shoulder of the (fallen?) woman next to him The humming of the train car gliding on the tracks blends with the mild murmuring of the morning riders and lulls the man into
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Crazy And Crazier these Days are behaving In ways that feel wavy The left-side neglect makes the characters strangy-er The validated victories of the verified veracities, lazier fingers of the sinister stranger The laissez-faire digits of the B KEYS below and the same feelings in the unknown … and the … and the Thursday this
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Can you feel The song around the sun? Can you feel The song among the leaves? Can you speak The words within your soul? Or how you know it’s human growth? Do we keep Respect a memory? Reverence for geography (of hope) Plastic in the sea Metal man-made trees Anger and frustration filling me
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From zen and the art of MM : IDEA NUMBER 2 About half way through the story, narrator has conversation with John Sutherland (current friend) and DeWeese (Phaerdrus’ friend) this would mark a transition in the story itself IDEA NUMBER 2 Alternating paragraph styles (sing-song and clipped vs. verbose, allegorical & hyperbolic vs. factual, visceral,
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Tony bent over to retrieve the folded-up scrap of paper from the sidewalk. His Carol had noticed it there and asked him to help. She preferred a tidy living space and Tony was happiest when Carol was pleased. They’d come far together. Both born in the same small town in Tennessee, they were childhood sweethearts
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You are the cup that treats everybody wrong, I drink your poison then fill it…. The cup spilleth over and then runs out of love but my soul still strong with fulfillment