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Making Me Great Again

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  • Towards “RETURN TO WORK” goal : there have been two moments of REVELATION in my recent journey with GBM (**) in 2023. Oddly, the first was not January 5 : My first brain seizure day, nor January 11 : the brain surgery.No, the first was while SCHEDULING the radiation + chemotherapy treatments on 2/10/23… I

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  • FaceBook Post from Feb 28, 2023 @ 7a Pacfic As month 2 with GBM (my brain cancer) winds down, it is evident my body has recovered from the corticosteroid I was taking… yesterday (including last night) I was asleep about 65% of the day! it’s bittersweet, though, since the 5-hour nights also came with anti-inflammatory

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  • Hang ups

    Stuck, stuck, stuck In a Rut, rut, rut Nothing but Nothing going right All my daily prayer never give me no strength Wrestling the wraiths from the future Stuck, still stuck Same, same, same Nothing ever changes Stuck on myself

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  • Essence Of the sensual Reliable and casual Causing essential relations Confusing illusions Of what feelings Present – a worldly view

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  • Holding on , Letting go Thinking yes, Feeling no Whether it’s worth it, whereas I am worthy Believing the ending is nothing to fear That in the world, available to me All of the wonder, available for me Miraculous views, available to see A sheltering home, coming towards me Envisioning futures And thoughts yet to

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  • Possible Selves

    Put identity on a shelf And reflect on who you were Would you choose the same all over again Is it still the one you are? Whatever choice that it made it so Are you so convinced ”twas yours? Nature or nurture The past and the future Always so dear to your heart Do people

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  • Ramblings

    Back and forth through our whole lives we try to feel special to the awake conscious that is the seat of ego and the delusion of identity. Why? What is the many-pointed rainbow – a starring feature in the prismatic effervescent expression of unfolding awareness (*to quote Derek Rydall) Why do we leave into fits

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  • Contributor

    I can never thank you enoughAll you do for me, just by being yourselfThere's too many ways to countThank you for your time And thank you for your smileThank you for every little minute you shared your lifeI appreciate the cheer you bring

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  • Searching for passion strong Never thought to let it find me I don’t know why ,I don’t know why,I don’t know why Randomly making noises for free Could they form a song? Waves roll on and on  Is the ocean not the sea? I don’t know why ,I don’t know why,I don’t know why Randomly

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  • The Title Of This

    Does “of” need to be capitalized? Many of the books seen with such titling do,… am I too traditional/critical/petty to give up my peev?  The End Of This When posted, my chosen WordPress font doesn’t even have caps! D’oh!

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  • Earth Mama

    Key of C minor Spring fire  Summer snow The seasons have turned around An ill wind starts to blow Some blame man Others don’t know Seems it doesn’t matter When Mother Earth is broke (Key C Major) MOTHER EARTH  Complaining about her bones The son of man  Comes down to take us home MOTHER EARTH 

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  • Lost

    Here I am Waiting for somebody to want me Here I stand  Needing for someone to see me All I am Is empty until others believe me Rain on sand   Dying with the dreams I have lost

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